Hey guys!
(sorry in advance about my spelling the iPhone buttons are tiny and selective text cea up with so
w weirs things)
It's been like maye two weeks? I'm not too sure - either way I'm sorry!
I can see how hard it is to keep a blog updated. Things have been so busy wig Christmas and what not. I'm writing this on my iPhone on bed, I really should be trying to sleep as I haves work tomorrow and it's 11:11 make a wish! *makes a thousan wishes* I remember my bf asked me what I made a wish for and I said "you have a whole minute, why make one wish?" it's true though, make as many as you can!
So what dis everyone get for Christmas? I got monies, hair curler, gift vouchers, coco chanel madammoiselle perfume gift pack (from bf) andddxddd!!!!! A beautiful diamond ring a he said he wanted to propose but he apparently he wanted to give me a friendship ring first lol. I was like are you sure you're not just tryin to avoid it? ( not that I'm ready just yet)but he said there was method to his madness and wanted to find out what I likes and what size my finger is)
anyway I was very happy to saythe least. I went withy siblings to go see my mother in jail, on my way to see her I felt so hard done by. where was I suppsed to go to visit my dad? She'd taken him away from us, honestly how selfish do you have to be? I know he answer though, I don't have to go anywhere because I know he'll be with me wherever I go.
Christmas wasn't the same without him though, I knew it wouldn't, but that's just life I suppose....
Sorry for being a downer I will get around and update myself on your blogs, I promise - at some point :)
anyway leave a comment and tell me how you've all been doing ( If anyone is still following)
night!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Ahh i've been so slow in updating but ive been so so busy the last couple of days.
I got a job, at a Sub-Newsagency which also sells MAC makeup and LV bags etc. It's fantastic, since i get a discount too! She wants me to work about 3-4 days a week, WOO!
Every year before Christmas my mum's side of the family does a 'Mother Daughter' thing and we go out to the Sofitel and have a very expensive buffet lunch/ afternoon tea type thing, where we all catch up and say hi.
It was okay, I barely ate anything so i didn't feel so guilty. I mostly ate strawberries and small rectangle bites of assorted sandwiches.
I also got an Iphone! A bit late, but always glad to have one :)
Also! Two nights ago i found an infestation in me and my bfs room! I have no idea what they were but under my bed there is a spare mattress that one of our friends uses when he comes over. We found all these little white eggs attached to it and my partner popped one and out came a very tiny white worm! It wasn't a maggot or anything like that, was very scared so i insect bombed the room and stayed out. Gross! I felt so violated.
Anyway, what have you guys been up to?
I got a job, at a Sub-Newsagency which also sells MAC makeup and LV bags etc. It's fantastic, since i get a discount too! She wants me to work about 3-4 days a week, WOO!
Every year before Christmas my mum's side of the family does a 'Mother Daughter' thing and we go out to the Sofitel and have a very expensive buffet lunch/ afternoon tea type thing, where we all catch up and say hi.
It was okay, I barely ate anything so i didn't feel so guilty. I mostly ate strawberries and small rectangle bites of assorted sandwiches.
I also got an Iphone! A bit late, but always glad to have one :)
Also! Two nights ago i found an infestation in me and my bfs room! I have no idea what they were but under my bed there is a spare mattress that one of our friends uses when he comes over. We found all these little white eggs attached to it and my partner popped one and out came a very tiny white worm! It wasn't a maggot or anything like that, was very scared so i insect bombed the room and stayed out. Gross! I felt so violated.
Anyway, what have you guys been up to?
Monday, December 13, 2010
Crown!
Wow wow wowowowow. It was fantastic!
We arrived there at 2, the marble pillars stretched up two floors to the ceiling. The reception area was so grand, and dimly lit. They had a Christmas show playing in the foyer next to the fountains. Checked in, everything was fine. We spent about 15 minutes trying to work out which floor we were on. The lady at the counter had given us a little card holder with two room cards and a card with a room number on it, 1218. Little did we know the first two digits of the card meant the floor number V_V. We were travelling up and down the elevators, we thought it you stuck the card in the 'insert card here' port in the elevator it would automatically take us to the floor, instead you had to press it as well.
The room was massive, a gigantic king bed with white and black linen, about 10 cushions on it. A desk with two chairs, a day bed and a 50 inch LCD in front of the bed, with foxtel (score). The bathroom was marble, with two basins, a chandelier, separate shower and toilet and a huge deep soak bath with an LCD tv to enjoy while enjoying a scrub.
A very expensive mini bar next to the bed. There was a piccolo bottle of champagne $38.99 !!! WHAT THE HELL! Coke was 5 dollars for a small glass bottle. Let's just say we did NOT touch the minibar after we saw that.
We went and saw the new Narnia Movie in 3D which was really good too btw. Coke a large diet coke and bf got a large popcorn AND Peanut M'n'M's (ahhhhh yum) so needless to say, I pigged out on that. However in fairness to us, we hadn't eaten all day and by this time it was 4pm and i'm a fat COWWW. :X
So after the movie we go back to hotel (which is in the same complex, so convenient) and i have an hour long soak in the tub. Was so refreshing! There were all these soaps and shampoo and conditioners and even a shaver with shaving cream!
Afterwards we went out for dinner to the 'Crown Pub'. It was so so scrumptious! I couldn't decide what i wanted. It was so difficult deciding wether or not to continue to ruin my day and get a massive chicken burger or pasta or something withh a zillion calories.
I compromised, something tasty but kinda healthy a 'Taco Beef Salad' full of HEAPS of green leafy lettuce, a small portion of spicy mince meat, salsa, avocado and some sour cream. The naughtiest part of the dish was the fried tortilla. (I ATE IT!) I didn't count any calories for that night, i also had a pint of low-carb beer. BF got a wagyu steak burger. I had a small bite and it was heavenly. The meat was so pink it was delishhh.
After that we ventured onto Galactic Circus, for those of you that don't know what that is, it's like a massive play center full of coin slot machines playing DDR, racing cars games, photobooths, candy and toy winning mahines - you get the picture.
We spent $20 there, damn machine ate 6 dollars! Was not happy. We left, unenthusiastic.
THEN! My first time evaaa, at the casino! Had lots of fun, played the slot machines mostly, we spent 40 and came out with 60. Which was a fluke because we won the 40 back, then decided to try roulette. I told bf to put 5 dollars on red and he put 5 dollars on number 21, and he won 30 dollars, Wooo!
Had another pint of beer each,
went back to the hotel and had some sexious sexy times (lol yes you needed to know that!)
I was SO RAVENOUS for breakfast i ate two eggs and a piece of toast!
Anyway, great night, fantastic hotel 5/5
:D
Here's a shitty pic of me and the BF and the view. Didn't get any good shots of the room ( i was nekked most of the time, and there were mirrors everywhere so,yuh)
We arrived there at 2, the marble pillars stretched up two floors to the ceiling. The reception area was so grand, and dimly lit. They had a Christmas show playing in the foyer next to the fountains. Checked in, everything was fine. We spent about 15 minutes trying to work out which floor we were on. The lady at the counter had given us a little card holder with two room cards and a card with a room number on it, 1218. Little did we know the first two digits of the card meant the floor number V_V. We were travelling up and down the elevators, we thought it you stuck the card in the 'insert card here' port in the elevator it would automatically take us to the floor, instead you had to press it as well.
The room was massive, a gigantic king bed with white and black linen, about 10 cushions on it. A desk with two chairs, a day bed and a 50 inch LCD in front of the bed, with foxtel (score). The bathroom was marble, with two basins, a chandelier, separate shower and toilet and a huge deep soak bath with an LCD tv to enjoy while enjoying a scrub.
A very expensive mini bar next to the bed. There was a piccolo bottle of champagne $38.99 !!! WHAT THE HELL! Coke was 5 dollars for a small glass bottle. Let's just say we did NOT touch the minibar after we saw that.
We went and saw the new Narnia Movie in 3D which was really good too btw. Coke a large diet coke and bf got a large popcorn AND Peanut M'n'M's (ahhhhh yum) so needless to say, I pigged out on that. However in fairness to us, we hadn't eaten all day and by this time it was 4pm and i'm a fat COWWW. :X
So after the movie we go back to hotel (which is in the same complex, so convenient) and i have an hour long soak in the tub. Was so refreshing! There were all these soaps and shampoo and conditioners and even a shaver with shaving cream!
Afterwards we went out for dinner to the 'Crown Pub'. It was so so scrumptious! I couldn't decide what i wanted. It was so difficult deciding wether or not to continue to ruin my day and get a massive chicken burger or pasta or something withh a zillion calories.
I compromised, something tasty but kinda healthy a 'Taco Beef Salad' full of HEAPS of green leafy lettuce, a small portion of spicy mince meat, salsa, avocado and some sour cream. The naughtiest part of the dish was the fried tortilla. (I ATE IT!) I didn't count any calories for that night, i also had a pint of low-carb beer. BF got a wagyu steak burger. I had a small bite and it was heavenly. The meat was so pink it was delishhh.
After that we ventured onto Galactic Circus, for those of you that don't know what that is, it's like a massive play center full of coin slot machines playing DDR, racing cars games, photobooths, candy and toy winning mahines - you get the picture.
We spent $20 there, damn machine ate 6 dollars! Was not happy. We left, unenthusiastic.
THEN! My first time evaaa, at the casino! Had lots of fun, played the slot machines mostly, we spent 40 and came out with 60. Which was a fluke because we won the 40 back, then decided to try roulette. I told bf to put 5 dollars on red and he put 5 dollars on number 21, and he won 30 dollars, Wooo!
Had another pint of beer each,
went back to the hotel and had some sexious sexy times (lol yes you needed to know that!)
I was SO RAVENOUS for breakfast i ate two eggs and a piece of toast!
Anyway, great night, fantastic hotel 5/5
:D
Here's a shitty pic of me and the BF and the view. Didn't get any good shots of the room ( i was nekked most of the time, and there were mirrors everywhere so,yuh)
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Sorry bad photo but that showed the color the best, but it's more fluro.
Mmm, anyway today started off fine. The weather was pretty awful, it's supposed to be summer, the grey murky marble colored skies don't really seem so welcoming. My cousin invited me and my sisters out into Melbourne Central (went there again lol) for lunch and a manicure. (She shouted us, so it was even better). I got 10 chicken bites for lunch -200 cal and a diet coke, while everyone chowed down on 700+ large meals, gross.
Window shopped for a few hours burning calories.
We originally took the train in but she offered to drive us home, score!
Got home and dinner was waiting, Shepard's pie, garlic bread and veggies. I ATE IT ALLL. (Then purged it ifeelreallyguilty:x)
Nothing much else to report on excccccccccccept!
MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT FROM MY G-MA WAS TO STAY AT CROWN TOWERS!!!
So me and my bf will be staying there tomorrow night, can't wait. Marble bathrooms, king bed, a 'deep soak' spa bath. Oooh, heaven.
Anyway, since i've managed to maintain so far, here are two pics of me, I couldn't decide which one i liked, i look a bit tubby in them but oh well, a work in progress still!xx
BTW i was thinking of dying my hair a copper blonde x strawberry blonde, any advice/comments? Ploise? :)
Thursday, December 9, 2010
DOUBLE POST (Asif the last post wasn't long enough)
But this post is about today.
Thursday is shopping day.
My partner, his mother and I go down to the local mall to pay bills, buy misc. things we may need, have a brunch in preparation for a big grocery shop.
I don't mind Thursdays so much as there is a lot of calorie burning involved walking and lifting and being active.
As we were walking around it was my partner's turn to decide what he wanted for brunch. 'Subway' he stated. At least it wasn't too unhealthy. I was getting quite sick of eating take away.
Every time i have tried to get out of eating on Thursdays I receive a lot of pressure and obligations. 'You have to eat, OR WE ARE NOT EATING!' or just disappointing looks and disappointed faces.
I decided not to fight against the current. I ordered a 6 inch wheat bread with egg and ham. I ate half and wrapped the half up for 'later'. Only 150 calories.
I was excited for tonight as my aunty was taking me out Christmas shopping in the City for my siblings presents, aswell as my own! I boarded the train, preparing myself for 45 minutes of nothing. I brought my cute lepoard print moleskin journal along with me. I thought i may decide to jot some interesting ideas down.
I find when i am alone, i am at my most creative. Observing the world not through a person, almost as if i am looking over everyone, trying to guess their personalities; their traits.
I wrote a little story, it was quite morbid about how everytime i board a train i assess everyone and think about all the worst possible outcomes of what could happen on the train. Whom would i ask for help? Who would i avoid?
I arrived at Melbourne Central Station. I noticed quite a number of men staring at me, I always assume people look at me because I must look strange, or amusing. My boyfriend always says it's because they are checking me out, but who is he kidding?
I decide to walk the long way out of the building, i am certain my Aunt will take me for a fatty dinner and i want to make use of any incidental exericse i can get. I skip the tram and walk the next few large blocks to Bourke Street Mall. She is not waiting for me, i call her. 'Oh sorry hun, was caught in a meeting. Ill be there in 15. Go have a look in Myer, see you soon!'
I decide not to shop. Instead i saw a comfortable looking bench and made my way towards it. I sat down. A strange man stood infront of me, i could tell he was homeless (or hadn't updated his wardrobe in a very long time). It looked as though he had a hair lip, it could have been a scar from a brawl.
I took out my journal again, as i began to write i notice the man staring at me throwing his bowler hat on the ground, pretending as though he dropped it. He picked it up again and instead of placing it on his head threw it to the side. He was acting like a clown.
I stood up, weirded out. I walked over to another bench, i looked up to see if the man was continuing with his charade; he was gone. He was no where to be seen.
Eventually i caught up with my aunt. I tried on a good quality MAC foundation. The girl who served us was stunning. She had a beautiful face and a tiny waist. Her shiny leggings flattered her thighs. Her skin was a dairy milk chocolate. What made it worse, she was SO nice! She was helpful and gave me tips on how to ensure the make up lasted and tips on how to apply it evenly. In the end, i purchased the product >.> Just goes to show how a nice personality can go a long way (even in sales).
blah blah blah i ate a shit tonne of calories. Ate a very yummy vegan burger from lord of the fries, and :( chips too (can't get away)!
Does anyone have a creative streak? Want to be a writer perhaps?
xxx
DOES NOT =
But this post is about today.
Thursday is shopping day.
My partner, his mother and I go down to the local mall to pay bills, buy misc. things we may need, have a brunch in preparation for a big grocery shop.
I don't mind Thursdays so much as there is a lot of calorie burning involved walking and lifting and being active.
As we were walking around it was my partner's turn to decide what he wanted for brunch. 'Subway' he stated. At least it wasn't too unhealthy. I was getting quite sick of eating take away.
Every time i have tried to get out of eating on Thursdays I receive a lot of pressure and obligations. 'You have to eat, OR WE ARE NOT EATING!' or just disappointing looks and disappointed faces.
I decided not to fight against the current. I ordered a 6 inch wheat bread with egg and ham. I ate half and wrapped the half up for 'later'. Only 150 calories.
I was excited for tonight as my aunty was taking me out Christmas shopping in the City for my siblings presents, aswell as my own! I boarded the train, preparing myself for 45 minutes of nothing. I brought my cute lepoard print moleskin journal along with me. I thought i may decide to jot some interesting ideas down.
I find when i am alone, i am at my most creative. Observing the world not through a person, almost as if i am looking over everyone, trying to guess their personalities; their traits.
I wrote a little story, it was quite morbid about how everytime i board a train i assess everyone and think about all the worst possible outcomes of what could happen on the train. Whom would i ask for help? Who would i avoid?
I arrived at Melbourne Central Station. I noticed quite a number of men staring at me, I always assume people look at me because I must look strange, or amusing. My boyfriend always says it's because they are checking me out, but who is he kidding?
I decide to walk the long way out of the building, i am certain my Aunt will take me for a fatty dinner and i want to make use of any incidental exericse i can get. I skip the tram and walk the next few large blocks to Bourke Street Mall. She is not waiting for me, i call her. 'Oh sorry hun, was caught in a meeting. Ill be there in 15. Go have a look in Myer, see you soon!'
I decide not to shop. Instead i saw a comfortable looking bench and made my way towards it. I sat down. A strange man stood infront of me, i could tell he was homeless (or hadn't updated his wardrobe in a very long time). It looked as though he had a hair lip, it could have been a scar from a brawl.
I took out my journal again, as i began to write i notice the man staring at me throwing his bowler hat on the ground, pretending as though he dropped it. He picked it up again and instead of placing it on his head threw it to the side. He was acting like a clown.
I stood up, weirded out. I walked over to another bench, i looked up to see if the man was continuing with his charade; he was gone. He was no where to be seen.
Eventually i caught up with my aunt. I tried on a good quality MAC foundation. The girl who served us was stunning. She had a beautiful face and a tiny waist. Her shiny leggings flattered her thighs. Her skin was a dairy milk chocolate. What made it worse, she was SO nice! She was helpful and gave me tips on how to ensure the make up lasted and tips on how to apply it evenly. In the end, i purchased the product >.> Just goes to show how a nice personality can go a long way (even in sales).
blah blah blah i ate a shit tonne of calories. Ate a very yummy vegan burger from lord of the fries, and :( chips too (can't get away)!
Does anyone have a creative streak? Want to be a writer perhaps?
xxxDOES NOT =
I didn't post yesterday because im naughty and a big fat failure! TALKING ABOUT FRIED POTATO, I ATE SOOOO MUCH!
No, really. I was fine all day my bf wanted to get scrumptious quiche from the local bakery (which is SO divine!) and it took every once of my being not to ask for one too. I really felt like gingerbread (people are making gingerbread houses in the family) but they did not sell any at the bakery. Fail.
So i went to the local supermarket next door and got a small 100 cal gingerbread man and a 90 cal 'Forme' Caramel tart flavoured yogurt. Only cost $2.85 in total!
I got home ate half the gingerbread man and half the yogurt and felt INCREDIBLY nauseous. At first i couldn't pinpoint the feeling but my partner realised i had heartburn. I only get heartburn if i don't eat properly for awhile and the foods aren't absorbed in the stomach acids. I decided to toast a wheat roll. As soon as i ate it i felt a million times better.
An hour later i was having the same gutwrenching spasms and waves of sickness fell upon me. I considered food posioning, which however, seemed unlikely since no one else had it. I could not stand the feeling of needing to be sick anymore! I decided to end it by actually vomitting. I tried .. and failed. As i tried to regurgitate, it felt as though everything was stuck, I quickly drank two full bottles of water to assist me. The painful burning sensation crept up through my throat and into my nose. All that was coming up was bile!
Yesterday was take-away night, in the middle of my session my partner came in to check on me and asked what i would like for dinner.
I was hoping they were going to the town center so i could make a very low cal pizza out of pita bread and low cal veggies.
No, they were going to red rooster or McDonalds.
Great. What could i eat that would be bland enough not to throw up? Fried potato chips! Urgh, i requested my partner order an up-sized chips and to just get me 6 chicken nuggets. That way i couldn't gobble up all the chips and be greedy.
It was difficult keeping everything down but i was starving! I felt incredibly guilty eating so many calories without being able to purge them. I was already at the point of needing to pass out, I don't think my bf would have been too impressed if i did.
I went to bed knowing that i would have gained so much in the morning.
The scales read previously - 54.5 kilos
i stepped on them the morning after (this morning) they read 52.9.
REJOICE!
Apparently eating a shittonne of greasy chips help you uhh 'remove' everything from your system so, i lost weight.
Was happy about that!
No, really. I was fine all day my bf wanted to get scrumptious quiche from the local bakery (which is SO divine!) and it took every once of my being not to ask for one too. I really felt like gingerbread (people are making gingerbread houses in the family) but they did not sell any at the bakery. Fail.
So i went to the local supermarket next door and got a small 100 cal gingerbread man and a 90 cal 'Forme' Caramel tart flavoured yogurt. Only cost $2.85 in total!
I got home ate half the gingerbread man and half the yogurt and felt INCREDIBLY nauseous. At first i couldn't pinpoint the feeling but my partner realised i had heartburn. I only get heartburn if i don't eat properly for awhile and the foods aren't absorbed in the stomach acids. I decided to toast a wheat roll. As soon as i ate it i felt a million times better.
An hour later i was having the same gutwrenching spasms and waves of sickness fell upon me. I considered food posioning, which however, seemed unlikely since no one else had it. I could not stand the feeling of needing to be sick anymore! I decided to end it by actually vomitting. I tried .. and failed. As i tried to regurgitate, it felt as though everything was stuck, I quickly drank two full bottles of water to assist me. The painful burning sensation crept up through my throat and into my nose. All that was coming up was bile!
Yesterday was take-away night, in the middle of my session my partner came in to check on me and asked what i would like for dinner.
I was hoping they were going to the town center so i could make a very low cal pizza out of pita bread and low cal veggies.
No, they were going to red rooster or McDonalds.
Great. What could i eat that would be bland enough not to throw up? Fried potato chips! Urgh, i requested my partner order an up-sized chips and to just get me 6 chicken nuggets. That way i couldn't gobble up all the chips and be greedy.
It was difficult keeping everything down but i was starving! I felt incredibly guilty eating so many calories without being able to purge them. I was already at the point of needing to pass out, I don't think my bf would have been too impressed if i did.
I went to bed knowing that i would have gained so much in the morning.
The scales read previously - 54.5 kilos
i stepped on them the morning after (this morning) they read 52.9.
REJOICE!
Apparently eating a shittonne of greasy chips help you uhh 'remove' everything from your system so, i lost weight.
Was happy about that!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
I volunteered to make dinner tonight (I am sick to death of eating fried potato!!!!!!). I made roast chicken, salad and a side of satay rice, HOWEVER, some people were not happy about not eating fried potato so i made everyone else some instead.
We have had some form of fried potato for the past 3 weeks, I am dying!
So calories for the day -
Lunch:
Piece of bread - 73 cal
Margarine - 15 calDinner:
Roast Chicken - 200 cal
1/4 of potato - 38 cal
2 mouthfuls of Satay rice - 15 cal
50g Lettuce - 6 cal
Snack:
STUPID Royal Biscuit - 71 CALORIES!
TOTAL ; 417
Minus exercise ; 248
Been playing WoW with the boyfriend for the last couple of hours and my back is KILLING me! It hurts to sit at the pc this long, especially when you have a shit chair and am sitting at a dining table. FML
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